I wonder when he's going to wake up.
quite a sad day today i must say.

otherwise i wont blog right? ):
sigh.

It hurts so much when you knonw the person you love didnt really understand you..

my hearts hurt so much that i dont even want to voice out anything.
so disappointed..
to him all i was doing are wrong, every thing i tried to do is wrong.
i want to explain, but gave up knowing that it is useless anyway.
my existence in his life just add more stress to his life,
make him have lesser time to sleep.


at least this is what i understand from my perspective, from what he says..
i dont know is it my fault or not, for being too irritating and sticky.
i wanted to hide all those sad feelings to myself and talk to him again,
but i couldnt do it.
i cant bring myself to pretend that i feels okay when im not.


love can bring you to heaven, so is hell.
i love the heaven feelings too much ):

i think i am too impulse on buying baby just because of my own desire,
when i know i dont have the ability to take care of her.

me and baby's new love :D
our daughter! she's sooooooo cute!!! hehehe.
Her name is Queenie, Breed: Japanese Spitz
her home located in Singapore.


that's why i only can stare at her in the webcam everyday ):
can't wait to touch her la!
15 more days to our first meet):
she's going to fetch me from the airport <: