My trembling feet remembers a certainty.

Hey i decide to post once a week, so come have a look on my blog at weekends (: .
i took quite many pictures and wanted to post them but appearantly i forgot to bring my wire.. so nvm . (:



show you my summer uniform (:. its nice, last wk i didnt post it.
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When dreams are not enough to protect,
what will us do? run away, sob in this reality?
heaven? hell? i dun even know the way.

I wonder, how long can this last,
im so afraid of its disappearance.
haha, started an anime. (: its quite good.


My trembling feet remembers a certainty.

Doraemon

SEE WHAT I DRAW :X:X

The fallen heaven.

hey, i finally got time to blog.
coz i am toooooo busy webcam, skype, gunbound. :D


and my mood got better,
even thru school still sucks... :x

okay, today is a xia suey day when i am going to the mrt.
because i left my wallet at home, and i only like discover it when i am at the ticket counter.
so, i had to RUN all the way home, and run back.
yup. late again. lol.

after even more suey is, i had to like take mrt with my tuition teacher after tuition.
gosh, i feel so paiseh can.
she say i always smile, make her want to see me more.
laughs* , okay i did get happier ^_^


just that i keep daydream about my july holiday during boring times.
like, before i sleep, in schoool. blah.
hahahaha, very fast de lah!

i bought my summer uniform already~!
it is so chio can, summer please faster come <3.
and you know what, the inside part is EXACTLY the same as my singapore uniform?!
and i thrown most of them away already.
roflll. so, i argued with my mom INSIDE the uniform shop, (it is embarrassing)
about the length of the sch uniform.


oh well, in the end i got one long and one short, coz when the prefects find me i can like wear the long one on the following day. woops.

:x

ANDAND i curled my fringe today, i know im mad since i duno why i go reborn it in the first place..
BUT im going to curl fringe to school from monday onwards. ROFL.
it looks more mature cannnn, <3.


see, i got xin to write a long post now.
happy anot ? readers ?!
or your already abandon my blog. sobzzxx.


anti-emo post for today. rofl.

Emotions.

Hi my dear readers {:
im sorry for neglecting my blog.


just watch finish hi my sweetheart episode 12.
there's a 4 days holiday, but tmr had to go sch already.
i wasted all these precious time.
totally no life staying at home. (am getting bored of gunbound already)
can someone introduce me some global gameszxzx.

and when is my hair going to grow.
im getting so annoyed yet i could not do anything.
sigh.

it feels good after a good sob actually.
since it has been some time.
when then i can have true happiness,
i suffer some time already!!! T_T

(sensing God telling me to suffer few more yrs)



Enveloped by sorrows.
im still that childish kid trying to find shelter.

hi.

IM SORRY READERS FOR TAKING SUCH A LONG LONG TIME.
coz im currently crazily about gunbound and skype with my buddies.
omg la i finally know how to use the word buddy. :x
(last time sandy say what dota buddy)

my mother keep say im crazy coz i will laugh like mad.
then i say "not good meh?"
then she say "i nvr say not good." hehe.

finally found smth to cheer myself up and kill my time.
thanks buddies <3.


so, with my 4 days holiday, (3 actually)
i spend it with my pink vaio 24/7.
it sleep with me, eat with me (i dirty it with kfc chicken the other day),
chat with it to my buddies. SEEEE.



my blog is not safe, i better not write so much :x
bye.

Roxxxy & Rocky.

Hi. i read a news today and i really think this world should just end soon.
so please stop stop preventing global warming from conquering its way,
and just let it destroy mankind.


Today, USA just punblished a seris of new robots call "Roxxxy & Rocky",
their jobs are to satisfy the desireS of human beings -o-
made with the most high quality chemicals materials that feels just as real human skin with a touch,
buyers can choose robots girlfriend to their own likings, from inside to outside, looks to personality!

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here is an exampe.
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and they are selling at 10k SGD only!!


LIKE SERIOUSLY, what are we women for if these RoxxxyS are created?!
i mean to be fair to the both sexes to prevent sexual* discrimination they created "Rocky" too,
but God knows Roxxxy is going to sell far off better then Rockys..

"Roxxxy stands 170cm tall, weigh 54.43kg, has a full C cup and is ready for action.."
LOL. YOU SEE, the news even only introduce Roxxxy and not a word about Rocky.
this world is just so morally coruptted..
i can already imagine my husband fking a robot infront of my face and says,
"hey sweetie, im not cheating on you."



:/
For more info, please go on http://realdoll.com/
(buy one with just a simple click and dun talk to me already.)

Days of Nightmare.

hey its weekend, but i still have to get up early for social work and bbq for sch.
what more stupid events can they come out with?!











finally a first photo with hk people.


i feel so fking ugly now can?!
thats when those clip-on hair comes in handy.
YOU SEE, YOU MUST ALWAYS HAVE THESE THINGS PREPARE.
for situation like this.


dun worry, you wont see another pic of me with short hair.
im just showing you how ugly is this.

rofl.
but go to school will be ugly, not like i care.
my head feel so light, horrible feeling.
thanks to some ass AGAIN,
you better WATCH OUT.
hmph. angry.


tmr's school again. fk them.
i hate school!

Heartening Reality

dun say help people regain their faith in life,
i couldnt even do it myself.

life still goes on, everyone still goes to school and eat their meals everyday.
it seems to them that nothing change,
the absence of me, is just so insignificant.


to others, maybe nothing changed.
but to me, everything changed.
what is really the meaning NO FRIENDS and LONEINESS.
just so clear so clear.

im not happy that i got this beautiful computer is beacause i got no one to show off to.
if its that me in sg, i would be announcing it around the school.
now, not an insect know about how this event comes about.

just no one cares, and i couldnt say coz its just so stupid.
its like you just met someone today and youre telling him "i bought a dress today".
see, its out of the topic.


and the thing that upsets me is,
i got backstabbed today.

since i got no friend how i get backstabbed?!
yeah, let me explain.

well, im not that angry and sad or upset coz i GOT BACKSTABBED.
coz she's like not close to me at all and i dun have a reason to hate her.
but this reality once again.

rmb that girl that i know in school that i had mention much earlier in my post,
the one that first take me lunch?
she tell the teacher i got extentions on my head. (I simplified the version)
coz she wan to get a good impression from the teacher.
you know prefects book more people got higher ranking or smth?
so, i had to get rid of them by monday.


and no insects know abt this matter except 2 girls in my school.
yeah, i didnt tell anyone even thru im so upset, not even him.
i duno why i just cant open up to him even thru i promise i will try, just duno how to start.
when i talk to him, i will just start to throw temper even thru he is being so nice and torlerative to me.

i dunwan to take another person for replacement just because of the wants of forgetting the past.
its so unfair to them.

I want to cry, out loud to someone on the phone, to just listen and tell me everything is okay even if it is not true.
yet, that person is gone.

finally weekend tmr.
how long more then i can adapt to this life. ?

Pink Sony Baby.

i better start preparing what to write before i got nth to post again.

:x

somehow, grow off that desire to write down abt life.

hehe i guess by now you should know what new stuff i got.

but i didnt feel as happy as i expected thru..
maybe coz i coulnt share this supposingly happiness with that person.

oh well,
am so busy this 2 days.
first time in duno how many years that i had to complete a dinner in less then 5 mins.
basically just try your best to stuff every single thing into your mouth and run out of the hse.

yes, i did that today. ^_^



dun think i will be home before 9 tmr too.
i hate this life la!


okay. i guess there wont be a post tmr.
be patient (;

Leap Gap.

totally bankcrupt this month.
spent all my remaining money on this jacket ^o^
hundred plus SGD ley.
hugged it to slp <3






my new catch, but no front camera. hmm.




first day of sch already sucks.
tired.
looking forward to holidayzx.

Happy 2nd day of new year.

別人在傷害我，
我好像要傷害另一個人才低銷了別人對我的傷害，
結果，三個人永遠在互相傷害。




did you see my bi-colour eyes? hahaha.
cannot see clearly?



TADA! one green, one brown.
kim anot?! LOL!
well, i didnt do it on purpose, coz the other green somehow make my eye very uncomfortable so i've got no choice.


okay. i really got nothing to say.
except my unhappiness towards my MOM who is so not happy abt me playing 2D games.
and im crazily urge to play gunbound.
ahhhhh, scream*.


so no ss still.
and, i think my handphone bill is going to bomb this month too.

cant i just know some hongkie malessssssss? <:
local msges are so much more hua.


CHEH!