dun say help people regain their faith in life,
i couldnt even do it myself.
life still goes on, everyone still goes to school and eat their meals everyday.
it seems to them that nothing change,
the absence of me, is just so insignificant.
to others, maybe nothing changed.
but to me, everything changed.
what is really the meaning NO FRIENDS and LONEINESS.
just so clear so clear.
im not happy that i got this beautiful computer is beacause i got no one to show off to.
if its that me in sg, i would be announcing it around the school.
now, not an insect know about how this event comes about.
just no one cares, and i couldnt say coz its just so stupid.
its like you just met someone today and youre telling him "i bought a dress today".
see, its out of the topic.
and the thing that upsets me is,
i got backstabbed today.
since i got no friend how i get backstabbed?!
yeah, let me explain.
well, im not that angry and sad or upset coz i GOT BACKSTABBED.
coz she's like not close to me at all and i dun have a reason to hate her.
but this reality once again.
rmb that girl that i know in school that i had mention much earlier in my post,
the one that first take me lunch?
she tell the teacher i got extentions on my head. (I simplified the version)
coz she wan to get a good impression from the teacher.
you know prefects book more people got higher ranking or smth?
so, i had to get rid of them by monday.
and no insects know abt this matter except 2 girls in my school.
yeah, i didnt tell anyone even thru im so upset, not even him.
i duno why i just cant open up to him even thru i promise i will try, just duno how to start.
when i talk to him, i will just start to throw temper even thru he is being so nice and torlerative to me.
i dunwan to take another person for replacement just because of the wants of forgetting the past.
its so unfair to them.
I want to cry, out loud to someone on the phone, to just listen and tell me everything is okay even if it is not true.
yet, that person is gone.
finally weekend tmr.
how long more then i can adapt to this life. ?
Thursday, January 7, 2010
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lol very nice laptop, after long waited, u finally got it, must be really happy, aren't you? haha, hey whats up with you, hows life treating you?, is it that bad, hongkong people weren't that easy going as expected uh, awww, that gotta sucks, i can see, ur suckin up the beat, tryin so hard to adapt the lifestyle ova dere,ahh cheer up chicca, no one said life was easy!, mine treatin me bad aswell, been sick, finally able to stand up and stepped out of hse alrdy, i just got my results today, hah, it was bad maaaan, don't wanna mention it, dam i could hardly sleep well nowadays, my bed makes me itch all over, i ned someone to clean my dam room! lol, my family are overseas, they went to taiwan, i am left alone at home, sucks yeah, rofl, but its ok, i'd like to be alone more, and hey, come on, cheer up, u got friends that care for you, not to mention those in hk lmao, but these good peoples cheer u up over the net, hah, u must've missed singapore so much, drop by here someday when ur holidays come, alright, remember not to worry too much, lifes is always up and down, u had ur ups, now for the downs, but SOON, u'll go on an up again!, alright i gtg bed nw, lots of shit to be done tmr, takecare, peace out(:
thanks for your long comment, haha, am so suprised, am sure you spend quite some effort, thanks.
i will cheer up and be strong for my own life, so dun worry about it. :D
and, hope you can takecare too. since you say you're on your own now, dun get sick too often, if you feel lonely you can ask your friend to accompany you or smth. (:
dun be so lazy la! change your bedsheets manzx.
so you will be going to ite? so you'll be quite busy soon i guess. im very busy nowadays too, not really much time to online like last time. yeah really miss the old days so much, stay at home 24hrs and play maple! haha.
will be coming back around july ba, am looking forward to it so much, but still a long way to go. :x
im sure life is not good to anyone, including you and me, so lets work hard tgt!
hope to hear from you soon (: .
remember to takecare of your own.
then show off your laptop to me lor! IM JEALOUSING! I LOVE THAT LAPTOP LAAA! f5! especially the colour but i dont like laptop! LOL. and what talking me huh!
LOL. bendan lahs you. but thanks, hao mian qian orh.. ;x
oo back to hk d?? but true, some hongkie attitudes can put fire on anyone, selffish and stuff. Maybe u havent found the group that u can click on. but nvm, as Rave mention, u have us over the net; when u wanna talk, use skype, just chat, msn, etc etc...
i'm available whenever i'm on, just donno wat to say where we dont contact like yrs after tat maple. =p
anyway cheer up girl!
haha, all your fault la! always dun talk to me! i cannot see you online ma, cannot even rmb you what email add lor :x hahs.
and staying at home msn whole day is like sooooo no life. liddat must as well go play maple and know new boys right?! ofcos, i cant now :/
i got something like split attitude now -o- . i need go to the phycologist.
LOL. okay la, thanks for your concern. am so happy that one emo post will have so many sweet comments like yours. nw i know who concern me and who dont (: maybe i shld write more coz i wan see such heartening comments.
LOL. *evil >;x
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