Lifelong Endurance.

its a never-ending path.


happy valentines day and chinese new year everyone (: .

in this boring hongkong without friends.
got more things to do which is to visit family members and more complicating matters.
family members, all just add stress and more stress to me.
sitting in the middle of a crowd, except for being more self-conscious about manners in eating, i guess not much.


So, He feel asleep when webcam-ing with me,
and i went rehearing all the old jaychou songs.
they're still so good at helping you think about serious matters.

i cried just nw, yet i dun feel as sleepy.
that expression, kept appearing in my mind.
i cant help, but think of how would i feel if im in his shoe'
rising so much courage to ask, getting such a shyt answer.

i really grew alot, if its me in the past, i would have nob my head long ago without much thinkings.
i duno if its good or bad, i start to think further,
maybe its how i was taught, to stop being that childish silly girl.
yet i lost the confidence, that tiny hope in others, wishing that they're just do as they promise.


and now, saying that i'll go sleep but writing this crap that i dun know shld post anot.
somehow, i feel so afraid to post emo things after that.
just totally disappointed at myself for everything.
friendship too.
i dun even have the heart to look for sandy's peasant since christmas.
and ruth's ..


hais, dun say le. ): .

when true love fall upon you,
are you able to receive it?