真的戀愛了

i truly want a forever with you. :)

its such a long time since i blogged, i realize,
when a person is filled with happiness and hopes,
you didnt need to share with others, like write it on a blog.


like me, i like to write blog when im emo,
something that i sees in life that is interesting,
or out of boredom. hees.

im living really well, really want to share this with you readers :)
even if things are not going out smoothly for me in life,
problems in school, long distance relationship etc.
i still feels quite contented , yes surprisingly.

haha.

he slept for so long, i didnt feel any negative feelings like i did last week.
infact, i just want him to get enough of rest, this is the way to love someone issit?
much to learn still.

this little bit of happiness,
im glad i have it, but on the other hand, afraid.
god, please dont take it away from me :(

something warm rolled down my cheek moments ago,
is it tears of joy or .. ?
im starting to feel strange even to myself.



傳聞浪漫太快, 愛戀都走得快
才會遲遲未步向你, 說一世愛護你

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A post before i start on my AVA :D

holiday today, but not enjoying it coz bibi had to go to school.
yes first day of his sch and im already making a big fuss abt it for the past 3 days.
im sooooo childish.


i lost count on how many days then i could meet him.
thats good :D

and for the first time of my day , (or maybe second)
im glad to have my parents coz they support our relationship , or at least they didnt oppose.
:B

so is his parents.

maybe is a token of relieve for me and him since our r/s is harder then any others out there.
WE CANT MEET WHEN WE FEEL LIKE OKAY.
thats hell.

like im on the street feeling bored and would like some company,
especially in HK when i got no contacts in my phone.
he couldnt come over even thru he is so damn free waiting for me at home.
it feels kind of a pity in situation like these.

):

and the worst is, his salary all goes into aeroplane fees and spendage when im over,
which leads to his dream laptop being in fantasy and not reality.
(thats smth i feel QUITE guilty abt and cant do anything to help coz summer had arrive and i need a new stock in my closet <: )

hehe. do hope my father could sponsor my july air fees so i could live even better.
actually my allowance is more then enough but ofcoz there's no such thing call "enough" when it comes to the term - money. :B

pimples.

i hate my pimples on my face,
they are the root of problem.


): .

(:

Some time since i blogged.
my 10 days holiday is over, and now back to boring school.
first day of school skipped.


boring. 38 days.
p.s. people were looking at my back caring for me, i didnt realise.