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A post before i start on my AVA :D

holiday today, but not enjoying it coz bibi had to go to school.
yes first day of his sch and im already making a big fuss abt it for the past 3 days.
im sooooo childish.


i lost count on how many days then i could meet him.
thats good :D

and for the first time of my day , (or maybe second)
im glad to have my parents coz they support our relationship , or at least they didnt oppose.
:B

so is his parents.

maybe is a token of relieve for me and him since our r/s is harder then any others out there.
WE CANT MEET WHEN WE FEEL LIKE OKAY.
thats hell.

like im on the street feeling bored and would like some company,
especially in HK when i got no contacts in my phone.
he couldnt come over even thru he is so damn free waiting for me at home.
it feels kind of a pity in situation like these.

):

and the worst is, his salary all goes into aeroplane fees and spendage when im over,
which leads to his dream laptop being in fantasy and not reality.
(thats smth i feel QUITE guilty abt and cant do anything to help coz summer had arrive and i need a new stock in my closet <: )

hehe. do hope my father could sponsor my july air fees so i could live even better.
actually my allowance is more then enough but ofcoz there's no such thing call "enough" when it comes to the term - money. :B