ashleylau is here coz im bored.
:B
hehehehe.
okay, im sad not happy.
coz baby is on the plane now, not coming to see me but going home. ):
need to wait another 2 weeks before we meet again..
i need more money!!!@
hehe, okay i went ocean park with him ytd.
im so happy!
except smth happened in the middle.
but those dolphins are sooooo cute omgzxzx, hahaha.
my mother treat him quite nicely, just wish july faster come
T_T
okay, photots uploaded in facebook,
go see it yourself :D
tata!
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
it had been decades since i last blogged. :B
NO EMO POSTSSSSSS I PROMISE!!
heheheh, okay, errerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
post what ah. duno ley.
-o- , countdown again.
2 more days to his arrival to HK :D:D:D
i duno how its going to be, i mean fun or nt,
i just scare he is going to be super bored when i go sch la!
like DUH. okay, whatever.
school is getting fine as i just had my warm-up with my classmates.
YES I FREAKING TOOK 6 MONTH TO WARM-UP!
god -o- .
awfully sian about AVA somehow, keep playing
castle rock/scropian/prison break/chromite
thats all. hmmmmmmmm.
today saw a guy squeezing his gf's butt in the middle of the street,
cant help but feel abit disgusted,
i mean go find some not so crowded place or at least a wall behind to do it mah,
but thinking if i actually do the same on the street too ~.~
well, maybe i really did. Lol.
Bored,
"most people never have to face the fact that at the right time and right place, they’re capable of anything.”
copied from Chinatown quotes.
darkness in humanity, i guess not only happens in the 1970s, even now it existed in a large scale.
then what is brightness in humanity -o- when almost everyone is evil.
NO EMO POSTSSSSSS I PROMISE!!
heheheh, okay, errerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
post what ah. duno ley.
-o- , countdown again.
2 more days to his arrival to HK :D:D:D
i duno how its going to be, i mean fun or nt,
i just scare he is going to be super bored when i go sch la!
like DUH. okay, whatever.
school is getting fine as i just had my warm-up with my classmates.
YES I FREAKING TOOK 6 MONTH TO WARM-UP!
god -o- .
awfully sian about AVA somehow, keep playing
castle rock/scropian/prison break/chromite
thats all. hmmmmmmmm.
today saw a guy squeezing his gf's butt in the middle of the street,
cant help but feel abit disgusted,
i mean go find some not so crowded place or at least a wall behind to do it mah,
but thinking if i actually do the same on the street too ~.~
well, maybe i really did. Lol.
Bored,
"most people never have to face the fact that at the right time and right place, they’re capable of anything.”
copied from Chinatown quotes.
darkness in humanity, i guess not only happens in the 1970s, even now it existed in a large scale.
then what is brightness in humanity -o- when almost everyone is evil.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
No doubt, once i feel emo the first thing comes into my mind is
BLOG.
we really get into more and more arguments recently,
makes me doubt more about this love.
he is really a good guy, with some bad points,
but definitely a good person to have.
then, maybe maybe its just me.
i feel so tired and stress, so is he.
i know perseverance is the key to success, but how long more do i need to persist?
dunno how to express. -o-
just feeling something, omg i dun even know what im feeling. zxzx
BLOG.
we really get into more and more arguments recently,
makes me doubt more about this love.
he is really a good guy, with some bad points,
but definitely a good person to have.
then, maybe maybe its just me.
i feel so tired and stress, so is he.
i know perseverance is the key to success, but how long more do i need to persist?
dunno how to express. -o-
just feeling something, omg i dun even know what im feeling. zxzx
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Happy Birthday!
A post before i collapsed into bed xD ,
didnt get to revise my test for tomorrow AT ALL.
today is such a busy and bad day,
bad bad day, and thus i got a bad mood like usual.
Suddenly feel like viewing his blog, and i saw some new posts,
after reading it, i cried for like 1 minute, without the help of music,
which means im really sad . )':
(i decided to blog before i view those posts)
After his school starts, many conflicts started by.
He is stressed about his school and work, and im stress too,
so when two people so tired they tend to lose their cool easily therefore conflicts always just come by without reason.
Like today, i personally think its stupid.
and after arguing on the phone,
(its like the first time that i finally dare to raise my voice out and argue back, coz usually is the guy scolding/talking, and me shutting my mouth, must be the influence of R -3-)
anw, after i hanged up i went daydream on my way home.
its like plucking my earpiece into my ears but forgetting to play music for 10 minutes?!
i tot i wont cry, but did anyway in the end, for less then 1 minute in the bus.
feel too tired to continue the war with him, so i gave up and pretended that nth had happened.
While on the bus,
many thoughts came rushing into my mind again,
again realize that there's no such thing call "forget" , coz i can only pretend to "forget" ,
abt my past i mean.
situation like today, they would come back and irritate me.
This few days argument he just keep empathizing that his life sux.
okay, i know your life sux, i mean whose doesnt?
i think my life sux loads too.
but whats the point of dwelling on it and crying about it and blaming on it,
when after all the tears and emotions, you still had to live through it,
so why not just LIVE IT and accept the way it is?
Call it fate, destiny, whatever.
This is a really long post, i know.
but not like im going to post again any sooner so just bare with me okay? :))))
My birthday is coming in 5 days,
i personally think its going to be an original day like the rest of the 365 days or maybe with a little good luck along the day :x
i hope if im lucky.
i will just sit at home and AVA the whole day after school right away,
take it as a celebration to myself <:
maybe wait for bibi's present sent to me.
i think that will be the only present im receiving this year, hees better then nth :x
So i will have some early birthday wish coz i wont post on that day i think.
1) Grow slimmer (i got this wish for 3 yrs already, no meaning at all -o-)
2) Get rid of my pimples. (it would increase my self-esteem IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!)
3) Last long with bibi, hope we could live until white hair all drop (oops did i squeeze 2 wishes into 1, hehehe)
yes, may all this come true pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
especially the 1 2 and 3 one!!!!!! LOL!
didnt get to revise my test for tomorrow AT ALL.
today is such a busy and bad day,
bad bad day, and thus i got a bad mood like usual.
Suddenly feel like viewing his blog, and i saw some new posts,
after reading it, i cried for like 1 minute, without the help of music,
which means im really sad . )':
(i decided to blog before i view those posts)
After his school starts, many conflicts started by.
He is stressed about his school and work, and im stress too,
so when two people so tired they tend to lose their cool easily therefore conflicts always just come by without reason.
Like today, i personally think its stupid.
and after arguing on the phone,
(its like the first time that i finally dare to raise my voice out and argue back, coz usually is the guy scolding/talking, and me shutting my mouth, must be the influence of R -3-)
anw, after i hanged up i went daydream on my way home.
its like plucking my earpiece into my ears but forgetting to play music for 10 minutes?!
i tot i wont cry, but did anyway in the end, for less then 1 minute in the bus.
feel too tired to continue the war with him, so i gave up and pretended that nth had happened.
While on the bus,
many thoughts came rushing into my mind again,
again realize that there's no such thing call "forget" , coz i can only pretend to "forget" ,
abt my past i mean.
situation like today, they would come back and irritate me.
This few days argument he just keep empathizing that his life sux.
okay, i know your life sux, i mean whose doesnt?
i think my life sux loads too.
but whats the point of dwelling on it and crying about it and blaming on it,
when after all the tears and emotions, you still had to live through it,
so why not just LIVE IT and accept the way it is?
Call it fate, destiny, whatever.
This is a really long post, i know.
but not like im going to post again any sooner so just bare with me okay? :))))
My birthday is coming in 5 days,
i personally think its going to be an original day like the rest of the 365 days or maybe with a little good luck along the day :x
i hope if im lucky.
i will just sit at home and AVA the whole day after school right away,
take it as a celebration to myself <:
maybe wait for bibi's present sent to me.
i think that will be the only present im receiving this year, hees better then nth :x
So i will have some early birthday wish coz i wont post on that day i think.
1) Grow slimmer (i got this wish for 3 yrs already, no meaning at all -o-)
2) Get rid of my pimples. (it would increase my self-esteem IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!)
3) Last long with bibi, hope we could live until white hair all drop (oops did i squeeze 2 wishes into 1, hehehe)
yes, may all this come true pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
especially the 1 2 and 3 one!!!!!! LOL!
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