Hoping as it is.

Its 15 days away from my big day.
air ticket had been done.
it seems so close, so near, so realistic,
but somehow still feel the urge to stop my hopes from overwhelming.

what if something went wrong?
what if it doesnt go as i plan it to be?
horrible discouragements appear in my cheered mind.
but.

"i am different from the others," he said.
and i believed.


humans, just like to kept on believing.
there's no such things call "i dunwan to believe anymore"
coz even you dun wan to believe,
a place deep inside your heart, you know you still do.


(:

weird.