Really quite disappointed again. Hate the fact that I'm actually living in hk.
I feel like I'm totally incapable of doing anything, I cant even purchase a 10 dollar thing on blogshop.
Only can ask him or ask fren.. Totally useless,
Then friend ask them help too much so paiseh.
Sandy dun even bother to reply when I asked -.- (Coz already asked her help me buy 2 dresses)
I mean can't really be blamed since if it's me I would have done the same..
But nw even my own bf conclude that Coz the paying method is troublesome so he gave up.
Maybe it's because of my lousy social skills that end up so pathetic..
The world is merely build on money.. Who would waste their time if there isn't a benefit? Sigh.
Where's all those love that once exist?
He say we can start over again..
Can we?
It seems so impossible to me as everyday pass..
Should I continue hoping?..
Why is everyone so selfish? Even Ppl that are so close to me..
God, I'm Lost.. Do you really exist?
This world is really turning destructive.. Devils took over everyones heart.. Where are you? Can't you do smth to help everyone? Can you take me away too? T.T
I feel like I'm totally incapable of doing anything, I cant even purchase a 10 dollar thing on blogshop.
Only can ask him or ask fren.. Totally useless,
Then friend ask them help too much so paiseh.
Sandy dun even bother to reply when I asked -.- (Coz already asked her help me buy 2 dresses)
I mean can't really be blamed since if it's me I would have done the same..
But nw even my own bf conclude that Coz the paying method is troublesome so he gave up.
Maybe it's because of my lousy social skills that end up so pathetic..
The world is merely build on money.. Who would waste their time if there isn't a benefit? Sigh.
Where's all those love that once exist?
He say we can start over again..
Can we?
It seems so impossible to me as everyday pass..
Should I continue hoping?..
Why is everyone so selfish? Even Ppl that are so close to me..
God, I'm Lost.. Do you really exist?
This world is really turning destructive.. Devils took over everyones heart.. Where are you? Can't you do smth to help everyone? Can you take me away too? T.T
1 comment:
love does exist. don't look at yourself, your worldly possesions, what humans do for you. you don't knwo God at all. God isn't about life.
what you yearns for people to help with buying the things you want, its about yourself too. isn't it? my dear, you have a long way to go to learn about God.
everything about God, is taught to you. Relying on God isn't something that can be taught. its only self experience that will teach you everything. what you're going thru, your problems, are all inGodly. you don't know about God. no knowing about Him, means not knowing about anything. that's why you judge everything inGodly-ly.
Read the bible dear. start with Psalms, if you're lazy. then go downwards from Galatians to Corinthians, Ephesians, so on. read, and you'll feel comforted. feel His love, learn about everything. this world isn't anything. honestly, i can't teach you anything, only God can.
i can't solve your problems for you because they are problems at all. even if you own nothing, you still are blessed. bcoz you have God. He lives in You. don't look at yourself anymore. stop pitying yourself, because you're fine! you're worth it, you are loved. by God, by me! and being loved by God is everything.
this world is nothing. i can't explain anything to you. because you really know nothing about God judging everything from what you learn about God and not even experiencing His presence before, His work on you, comforting you, teaching you on why you're here on earth. you don't know anything.
you'll forever be unhappy in hk, if you never ever truely LEARN about God. and learning isn't about what people teach you. its about taking the bible and reading it. because no matter how much they teach you, you do not know about God at all if you don't read the bible yourself, do qt everyday.
Draw close to God, He'll draw close to you. if you don't know about God, or about the bible's true word, you can never know anything ashley. you have a long way to go. you need to start. if you don't start, you will forever be who you are now.
life is meaningless. Ecclesiastes says so. my dear, you really don't know anything. and i really hope you will know, or you'll forever be sad like that.
God loves you.
I love you.
But you don't know anything. its all your choice girl, take the bible and read to start. i'll be with you thru each phase of your growing if you start.
but also, if you don't start, then don't talk about God. because you don't know anything. but i'll still be with you thru your each phase of your life. but not with you with God's true presence.
if you don't look at God, then don't look at the whole of this comment.
look at the end of this comment only then look at koko, look at this, i love you. you have me, daphy. I LOVE YOU.
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