Today's me and bibi's 1st anniversary.
but i didn't felt happy at all.
its suppose to be a fun day, but smth deep inside feels so irritated..

i feel that everyone is drifting apart from me..
every friends i know is going away from me,
i dunno how to continue establishing relationships with them,
they dun seems to want to.


i feel so down, i duno why..
feel like giving up.