Saturday, December 5, 2009

明明。。

i squared my shoulders and walked forward to meet my fate,
with my destiny solidly at my side.

photos would be uploaded tmr.
:) edited*


so cute, they are all bread! haha (:

snoopy's world, (tell you its super boring i went in before)

im so fking bored. ):
its only like 10.43pm, i rotted for 4 hrs already.
miss baby so much, without him no one talk to me, cant blame them, saturday is a go out day mah.

i went out today too okay. (:
for like 3 hrs. less then rotting time, nvm.
today i wake up its already 1pm, am so happy that mother didnt wake me up. ^^
then met father at some shopping centre,
ate lunch and went shopping in supermarket,
my atm is here ofcos must buy more, supermarket also can buy SGD$100 de things.
lols! :X


then went ahma hse for dinner cos he nid go off already.

i want go back sg nah. ._.
keep having the feeling that im just staying here for one month, just like always.
keep having to remind myself that its forever that im staying.
hai shi suan le, just let my mind think that its a neverending one month then.

sometimes i think im quite weird,
cos i do enjoy the feeling of being alone.
plug both earpierce into the ears and drown into own's world,
but am happy that i got this ability ^^

really very bored ley, spent 30 mins typing this liao.
lying infront of my computer and listening to jaychou again. ~.~

what did i get myself into now, saw gekluo les online so click to find her entertain me.
then she tell me she crying so i had to comfort her. *actually dunwan to*
sigh, am such a bad friend.
)):
didnt think her problem is anything compare to mine.
fine, each person had their own problems. who i am to judge them.
im like saying such chim things to her, to me she is just immature, not like im very..
but, :X C&P to entertain myself for saying such good stuff like this. hahs.



A Replacement Always ... 說: idk le larhs i now letting my thoughts running wild i e ven now want do something stupid

★Ashley ™ ; ' Looking forward to 2012. 說: CANNOT you die le i how

A Replacement Always ... 說: find someone else to go on with life i feel like dying or somethng

★Ashley ™ ; ' Looking forward to 2012. 說: dun liddat la, will pass de (: this sadness youre feeling nw theres many times i tink of dying too, now bu shi hao hao de problems and saddness are made for us to overcome so we must stay strong, cannot lose to them!

A Replacement Always ... 說: WHY MY MUM LIKE THIS ?

★Ashley ™ ; ' Looking forward to 2012. 說: questions like this, theres no answers. can only blame on fate if your mum is like this, then you shld think of ways to overcome this feeling you are feeling now, and not blame on your fate of why having a mom like this, cause it wont change anything you shld tink of ways to make your life better, not dwelling on your sorrows

A Replacement Always ... 說: IDK I WANT CRY

★Ashley ™ ; ' Looking forward to 2012. 說: cry then, cry finish its a new start (:

A Replacement Always ... 說: I WANT NEW COMPUTER

★Ashley ™ ; ' Looking forward to 2012. 說: slowly lor, not like you had no computer to use see me, until now this dun have a computer that i can say is myself duno how long le




im like blabbling rubbish on my blog.


i miss you baby, cant seems to live without you.
imagining what would i become if there wasnt you to rely on mentally.
wondering what you are doing now,
are you thinking of me too? ):

feels so down, cant find a reason to liften this mood.
but if i cant even bring a smile to my own's face,
how can i bring one to baby's too?

認識你是我一生中最幸運的事。 ♥


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