It feels as if you didnt exist before.

kind of losted the motivation to blog.
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really feels like all devoted guys in earth had fly to mars.
even my darling jc kor which is that Mr Nice Guy that i open my eyes to seeee for the past three years,
actually dump his ex for another girl.
see! this just shows im blind like always.


i always wondered why people spent so much effort achieving what live forever rubbish,
in the past, you know you always see those tv.

~.~
when i just cant wait to die.

got a person died of alcohol poisoning today, on news.
drunk also can die <:
coz there is so much alcohol that the brain forgot to breathe.
flashbacks of that that day when i drank with ruth (x.


fine, it is stupid to look forward to death.
hahahaha. im happy!


cant anyone see im a -sooo- fake person?
just cover up all the "haha" and "!" change to "."

there, that is the real me (((:.