Sunday, December 6, 2009

我介意我因為你而變得懦弱變得容易落淚

how much more effort do i need to say,
to keep the most unshakable decision.


感覺上,和你的距離又好像多了一節。
心中卻只感到一股無奈。。
因為我什麼都不能做,只能默默地忍耐這一點一滴的痛苦。
他的生活從來就不包括我,我又有甚麼好說的。
為什麼我的愛就是和別人不一樣,可是卻一樣這麼的痛?


finally back home, so i could post photos and post.
didnt do much today beside rotting infront of the com and went out for lunch alone.
ahma give me money for lunch even thru i insist of not taking,
she see me sit at com till noon still dunwan eat so she force me to go eat ._.

i got so much money.
go out lunch and did some shoppings :x
ate mcdonald. haha, and bought a sony headphone.
$50 ley! but you tink i care here? haha!
feel so high wearing my headphones and converse shoe.
weee <3!

this is the new headphone ^^




this is the converse shoe, abit regret this thru i buy too rush ):


happy~


can i be not myself awhile,
can i be selfish and give that temper of mine,
just for awhile,
cos i cant seem to cope that small fire in me when i just keep using paper to cover it,
when my whole body is telling me its not okay.

sigh.

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