我喜歡你.

finally home after such a long day out.
im sorry readers, im afraid this is going to turn out an emo post ltr.
you can choose to stop reading after the photos, or not read at all :D
not feeling the best now. hahs ((:

went back home for that little little few mins just to put down things.
then held for ahma's house to have family dinner.
christy invited me to watch new moon tgt, just like i asked.
it is 9am in the morning, which means i had to wake up at 7am.
i agreed yesterday night, but then change my mind this morning.
not like i cant wake up, just open my eyes and think..
what the hell im doing, going so fking far just to watch a flim,
that i had already watched in the website, and its not so fantastic that i will like to watch again.
and its not like im going with the people i know im going to enjoy.

so, why do i still choose to go.
just to make myself socialise? it is just so stupid.







today, was on mrt when i saw this little girl with her bicyle.
which brings me back to the past,
that little girl learning to ride a bicycle.
the past.. seems like its just yesterday.
i used to be so brave, so looking forwarad to challenges,
im not afraid of falling down, which makes me learning faster then other kids in the neighbourhood.

where's this me? coz i want to find it back so much.
yet its gone. only hiding in this deep corner of me.

feel myself so chaotic. i know i need to pick myself up at where im fallen, yet, i just kept doing the opposite.



我喜歡你每天罵我的聲音，
我喜歡我們常常為了無聊的事吵架，
我喜歡你弄我哭後逗我笑，
我喜歡沒見過面卻這樣愛我的你。
我真的好愛好愛你！


為什麼相愛都是這麼的困難？
why do i still believe in this world's lies.
not a single broken relationship is worth you questioning yourself,
so i guess all others could say is,
"there will be alot of handsome guys in hk waiting for you!"


this song, 爱不单行 reminds me of how i use to like you.
我爱过几个人, 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下。