我的能耐

through life threw me curves,
you made it all worth while.


money and happiness, only can choose one mah?
hmm, this is what i learn from reality after my 16 yrs of life.
sometimes, you dun even have a choice. like me. ):

我是白痴嗎？　－＿－
我的心到底可以承受多大的痛。
我也到底能承受多大的壓力。
真到想看看我的能耐。　

today, another lonely day.
in this school, am so not looking forward to recess or lunchtime.
am actually rather had lesson. lols ._.
finally finally survived another day.
today's weather is so bad.


see never cheat you,
4pm and the street light is already on.
the weather give you that feeling that the world is going to end.
the grey clouds covering sun's lightray from shining down to the earth.
just grey and misty everywhere.

SAME AS MY MOOD.

this is the place i live, hahs (:


never deny that am getting fatter and fatter,
but whatever. ~

ate almost half a can in a day. pro anot :X





2 weeks more to holiday.
jiayoujiayou me!


seeing the msg you left for me,
really make my heart filled with this hope and encouragement towards life.
so i chose to call, obviously the wrong choice.
why my itchy hand choose to press that button,
why am i just so stupid and naive.
why did i give that phonecall a chance to corrupt my faith.
whywhywhy.
why is this world so many unanswered questions.


sigh. wtf am i doing -_-